我是1987年离开工作岗位的,退下来后不久便拿起球杆上了门球场。兴趣正浓时竟检查确诊我患了胃癌。住院、手术、输液、插胃管,折腾一溜够,到回家那天体重只剩下76斤,连翻身的力气都没了。那时,唯一的出路就是等待生命的结束。面对此情此景我思想上已作好了死的准备,但也未放弃活的渴望:一是不怕,人活百岁也要死,生老病死,大自然规 I left my job in 1987 and shortly after I took it, I picked up the club and went to the gate. I am interested in gastric cancer. Hospitalization, surgery, infusion, stomach tube inserted, toss a slip of enough to go home that day only 76 kg body weight, and even turn the strength gone. At that time, the only way out is to wait for the end of life. In the face of this scene I have ideally prepared for death, but also did not give up the desire to live: one is not afraid, people live to death, death, natural rules