有很长一段时间,我毫无预兆地陷入了一种无法自拔的虚弱境地:觉得自己智识严重欠缺,根本不足以应付目前的工作,而人生最好的时光眼看就要扬长而去;在镜子里,发现鱼尾纹赫然堆上眼角,脸色暗沉,发丝糟乱,甚至眼睛也开始浑浊起来,十五岁那年的明眸善睐早已不见,恰如庄子所说:“人生天地之间,若白驹之过隙,忽然而已。”种种逼迫感、焦灼感、失落感交 For a long time I was plunged into an impotent infirmity without warning: I felt that my knowledge was so scarce that I could not cope with the present work at all, and the best time in my life would have gone away; In the mirror, he found crowded eyes crowded crows, his face dull, hair messy, and even the eyes began to muddy up, the bright eyes of the age of 15 had long been lost, just as Chuang Tzu said: “between heaven and earth, white Foal of the gap, all of a sudden. ”All kinds of sense of urgency, anxiety, loss of contact