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我今年32岁,是一个有14年党龄的农村青年党员,16岁参军,18岁入党。5年的部队生活让我深深感受到了组织的温暖和当党员的光荣。退伍后好长一段时间,我很迷惘,又回家种地了,这党员对农民似乎没啥意义了,除了交党费,几乎就没别的事了。感觉上像是自己已经脱离了组织。曾经想,哪怕是让我带头干脏活、累活,哪怕是带头捐款,我也心甘情愿,至少觉得党还需要我,感觉没有掉队。
I am 32 years old and am a 14-year-old rural youth member who joined the army at the age of 16 and joined the party at the age of 18. Five years of army life have deeply felt the warmth of the organization and the honor of the party members. A long time after my retirement, I was confused and returned home to planted land. This party member seems to be meaningless to the peasants. In addition to paying party dues, there is almost nothing else. It feels like I’m out of the organization. I thought, even if it was for me to take the lead in dirty work and tired work, even taking the lead in donations, I am also willing to at least feel that the party still needs me and I feel that I have not left behind.