初进191班，我心中不禁有些惴惴不安：这个班可是高手如林呀，在这里，我还能像以前在小学那样“呼风唤雨”吗?果然，第一次竞选班长，我就失败了。我不怪同学们没有选我。因为论成绩，她比我好；论能力，她比我强；就是论身材，她也比我高——我输得心服口服。尽管理智让我明白这些，但我心中隐藏的妒忌心还是 When I entered class 191, I could not help but feel a little uneasy: This class is a master, such as Lin, here, I can still be like a primary school “like the wind and rain”? Sure enough, for the first time for the squad leader, I failed. I don’t blame the students for not choosing me. Because of her academic performance, she is better than me. She is stronger than me in her ability. She is taller than me in terms of her stature. I lose my conviction. Although reason allows me to understand this, the hidden jealousy in my heart is still