大专毕业，拿着一纸沉重的派遣证走进这所偏远的农村中学，心也沉了。回想这些年，一直胸怀大志，不断进取，在校各方面表现都极为突出，毕业时同学们纷纷留在市里，而我却终与都市无缘，不由得心灰意懒。 昔日多彩的梦的光环全都暗淡了。劳累，困倦，迷惘，一如这斑驳多年的土 Graduated from college, holding a piece of paper heavy diploma into the remote rural middle school, the heart was sank. Looking back on these years, has always been ambitious, keep making progress, in all aspects of school performance are very prominent, graduates of students have to stay in the city, but I eventually missed the city, could not help but indifferent. The halo of the colorful dreams of the past are all dim. Tired, sleepy, confused, as the mottled soil for many years