在我记忆中,在七八十年代之交的报刊上登载的,一般是从浩劫中归来的文学作品和文章。饱经沧桑的人们,准备以满腔热情投身于新的时代,是当时普遍的心态。近日读1978年至1983年的《新文学史料》,我的印象完全不同。一道长长的“死魂灵”的历史的影子,似乎在“回忆录”和“悼念”等栏目中挥之不去。它们把我拉回到那个不愿意再回去的年代,让沉重哀歌重新啃噬着我已经安稳下来的心灵。这个文学史边角料,是我在过去 In my memory, articles and articles published in newspapers and periodicals dating back to the seventies and eighties are generally returned from a catastrophe. People who have experienced the vicissitudes of life, ready to devote themselves to a new era of enthusiasm, was the prevailing mentality. Reading the recent history of new literature from 1978 to 1983, I was totally different in my impression. A long history of “dead soul” seems to be lingering in columns such as “Memoir” and “Memoir”. They pulled me back to the unwilling age to go back and let the heavy lament recapture the heart that I have settled down. This literary history trimmings, I was in the past