1957年是解放以后初中毕业生升学最困难的一年,按照国家的计划,是年初小毕业生大部分要回农村,当第一代有文化的农民。当时,我在一间乡村中学读初三,学习虽然紧张,但仍照样打球、唱歌、跳舞,我们班还开了个别开生面的《钢铁是怎样炼成的》读书报告会。当时,我们对人生的理解还是很肤浅的,一个人应该成为怎样的青年,人生应该怎样过,政治课虽然经常讲,团组织和学生会也经常围绕这些内容进行活动,但 1957 was the most difficult year for junior middle school graduates to go to school after the liberation. According to the state plan, most of the graduates from the beginning of this year are going back to the countryside when the first generation of peasants of culture. At that time, I was in junior high school in the third grade. Although I was nervous, I still played, sang and danced. My class also held a series of unique reading reports on how to make steel. At that time, our understanding of life was still superficial. What kind of youth should one become and how life should go? Political classes, though often speaking, are often organized around groups and students’ associations. However,