我在北京接到你的信。这的确不近情理。只怪我在日惹时没有把我离开的事告诉你,使你的信转寄到北京。接到你的信我非常高兴。我感到犹如有一个太阳照亮着我们和现实的斗争。我们彼此都感到过,在这个没有完成历史任务的世界中,作为一个“写书匠”是多么艰苦。然而,我们不能回避这个艰苦的客观现实。这激起我对这艰苦历程的反抗。现实常常是很恶劣的;但是同样的现 I received your letter in Beijing. This is indeed no reason. Just to blame I did not tell you about my departure in Yogyakarta, and sent your letter to Beijing. I am very pleased to receive your letter. I feel like there is a sun that illuminates our struggle with reality. We all feel each other how hard it is to be a book writer in this world that has not fulfilled its historic mission. However, we can not sidestep this hard objective reality. This aroused my resistance to this hard journey. The reality is often very bad; but the same is true