闻道要为拙作举办研讨会,我实在诚惶诚恐。因为几年前我曾写过一首自我表白的打油诗:“老汉生来贱骨头,不写剧本不自在;我欠观众许多情,终生愿偿艺术债。”由于健康状况不佳,这“艺术债”至今未偿。再说,数十年来虽然断断续续写了30多个本子,但大都是幼稚平庸之作,为它劳民伤财合算吗?后来我又想,这不纯属个人的事吧,举办单位这一举措自有其积极意义。这一想,心就坦然了。为 Wen Hao To hold a seminar for my book, I really trepidation. Because a few years ago I had written a self-evident hit oil poem: “The old man born to cheap bones, not writing the script uncomfortable; I owe the audience a lot of love, life-long compensation for artistic debt.” Because of poor health, this “art debt ”So far not paid. Besides, although I wrote more than 30 notebooks intermittently in the past few decades, most of them are childish mediocre worksheets. Is it cost-effective for them to pay for their jobs? I later thought that this is not a personal matter. Positive meaning This thought, heart calm. for