从“发蒙”以来,阅读就成了我人生中最重要的生活方式,这种以阅读为生的习惯在我最困难的时候都没有改变。自2000年开始拒绝进入任何体制,十几年来,没有工资,没有固定收入,一度飘忽不安,但我没有放弃读书。最近几年,跟外界多有隔绝,连时常可以带来惊喜或周济的稿费都断了,我依然没有走出门找路子,依然埋头读书、写作,……直到今年,我的读书、写作告一段落,恍然之间觉得,这辈子属于自己的书差不多读完了。 Reading has become the most important way of life in my life since “Fat Man”. This habit of reading for a living has not changed at the most difficult time. Since 2000, I have refused to enter any system. For more than a decade, I have not had any salary or fixed income. I was at a time disturbed but I did not give up my studies. In recent years, with the outside world more isolated, even often can bring surprise or considerate contributions are broken, I still did not go out to find a way, still buried in reading, writing, ... ... until this year, my study, writing come to an end Suddenly felt that my life belongs to almost finished reading his book.