东东西西: 大概半年以前,以前的男友突然从很远的地方来看我。那时候我现在的男友正好在外地,所以我几乎每天都和以前的男友在一起。其实,也无非就是吃吃饭,聊聊天,也没有什么。后来他走的那一夜,我们谈得很深,想起以前的误会都动了感情。当时喝了酒,两个人理智都不是很清醒,后来的事情就可想而知了。 那之后,他走了,我们再也没有联络。说实话,我很后悔也自责。这样的负罪感让我有把这件事告诉我男友的冲动,毕竟心里压着这样的东西很难受。有时候,我又小心翼翼地怕自己一时冲动突然说漏了嘴。这样的心情很折磨人。 East and West: About six months ago, my boyfriend suddenly came to see me from far away. At that time, my current boyfriend was just outside the country, so I was with my old boy almost everyday. In fact, nothing more than eat dinner, chat, nothing. Later that night he walked, we talked deeply, think of the previous misunderstandings have moved the feelings. At that time drank wine, two people are not very sober mind, and later things can be imagined. After that, he is gone, we never contact again. To be honest, I regret and blame myself. This sense of guilt so that I have to tell my boyfriend about this impulse, after all, depressed in my heart such a thing is uncomfortable. Sometimes, I was very cautious afraid of his sudden impulse to suddenly say something. This feeling is very torture.