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到今年四月三日,诗人张志民已然离开我们整整一个年头了。他病故后,我立刻伏案写悼念志民的文字,但是无论怎么用心,仍然无法了其心愿。想来想去,觉得志民这幅人物肖像,不是信手可以画出来的。在参加了八宝山告别志民的仪式之后,我打电话给雅雯,一劝她节哀,二告诉雅雯,我要写一篇志民的文章,但不是应景文章,否则我对不起志民的情谊。当时雅雯正处在极度悲痛之中,她说我是最了解志民的朋友之一,对我的真诚表示了感伤中的谢意。之后,我便开始了对志民的回忆,并打开了封尘的日记。这里所以用“封尘”二字,因为我和志民最难忘的时日,是在八十年代……九八年三月二十四日下午,我去协和医院看望志民。近十年光景不见,志民的形体变化让我深深地吃了一惊。记得在八十年代,他就属于消瘦体形,几年不见,他已然被病魔咬噬得皮包骨头。走进病房的第一眼,立刻使我怆然泪落。在分别的几年中,我知道志民因肺癌住过通县
By April 3 this year, the poet Zhang Zhimin already left us for an entire year. Immediately after his death, I immediately wrote a memorandum to pay tribute to the people of Chi Minh, but no matter how hard I was, I still could not fulfill my wish. Think about it, think this portrayal of people, not a foresaid can be drawn. After attending the ceremony of saying goodbye to the people of Babaoshan, I called Ya-Wen and advised her to grieve. I told Ya-wen that I wanted to write an article about Chi-min people, but it was not an essay. Otherwise, I was sorry for the friendship between the people and the people . At that time Ya-wen is in the midst of extreme grief, she said that I am one of the most knowledgeable friends of the people, expressed my sincere thanks to the sentimental. After that, I began to remember the people and open the dusty diary. Therefore, the word “seal dust” is used here because the most memorable time for me and for the people is in the 1980s. On the afternoon of March 24, 1998, I went to the Union Hospital to visit the people of Zhimin. In the past ten years, the situation has disappeared. The change of the people of Zhinin has taken a deep surprise to me. I remember in the eighties, he belongs to the thin shape, a few years gone, he was already bite the skinny sickness. Into the ward at first glance, I suddenly tears fall. In each of the several years, I knew that Zhimin lived in Tong County because of lung cancer