“当时,我与任何一个绝望的黑人青年一样,不知道生命的意义何在。烟酒、大麻……我希望这些东西能够驱散困扰我的那些问题,把那些过于锋利的记忆磨到模糊。”在过去的几十年里,他或许只是一个普通的美国黑人;而现在,他是美国历史上第一位黑人总统。 “At the time, like any desperate black youth, I did not know the meaning of life.Herbs and tobacco, marijuana ... I hope these things will disperse the problems that plague me and blur those too sharp memories.” "In the past few decades, he may be just an ordinary African American; and now, he is the first black president in the history of the United States.