也许,因为想改变家境的贫寒,我奋力乘上了改革的第一班车。1979年初,在许多人还束缚在“以阶级斗争为纲”的思想牢笼中时,我便干起了建筑队,几年的拼搏,我成了财大气粗的“款儿”。没有了贫困,没有了饥饿,乡亲们都拿我另眼相待。但是,我却时时被莫名的空虚困扰着。随着事业的发展,我这个土生土长 Perhaps, because I want to change the poor family, I struggled to take the reform of the first bus. At the beginning of 1979, while many were still tied to the ideological caste of “class struggle as the key link,” I took up the construction team and worked hard for several years. I became a rich and powerful “child”. No poverty, no hunger, folks took me differently. However, I was always puzzled by inexplicable emptiness. With the development of my career, I’m a native