死了,又觉得没死。这真是一种奇怪的感觉,正处在死亡边缘时,就更会有这种奇怪的感觉了。这就是为什么当他渐渐苏醒时,完全没有想到自己还活着的缘故。他活着,但他没有意识到,他的意识在边缘地带飘飘忽忽,若有若无。然后渐渐地,他感觉到有什么东西在四周飘荡着,是一些模模糊糊、闪烁不定的光点, 除此之外就是一片穿不透的黑暗,而他自己则悬浮在黑暗中。他不知道自己为什么会在这儿,或者自己是否真的还 Dead, but also feel dead. This is really a strange feeling, it is even more strange when it comes to death. This is why when he gradually regained consciousness, he did not think he was alive at all. He was alive, but he did not realize that his consciousness floated on the fringe, and if it did not exist. Then, gradually, he felt something floating around, some vague, twinkling twinkling of an eye, except that it was a see-through darkness, and he himself was suspended in the darkness. He did not know why he was here, or whether he really still