这个小说是有出处的。在我小时候,计划生育刚刚开始,最初的几年,乡亲们还没有学会出去躲避计划生育,很多女婴被扔到野外。个别的被人抱养了,但大多数只能死去。这个小说就是写一个被父母扔到野外的女婴,她被抱养了,跌跌撞撞地长大成人,由清纯、干净,走向混浊、肮脏。最后,在黑暗中,在人们麻木的视觉与听觉中孤独无助地死去了。这个小说使用了我的乡村生活积累,也有家乡一些真实发生的故事。去年初回到家乡得知,乡村的女孩子基本都 This novel is the source. When I was a kid, family planning was just beginning. In the early years, folks had not learned to go out of family planning and many baby girls were thrown into the wild. Some are adopted, but most can only die. The novel was about writing a baby girl thrown into the wild by her parents. She was adopted and stumbled to grow up, pure, clean, muddy and dirty. Finally, in the darkness, it dies alone and helplessly in the numbness of sight and hearing. This novel uses my accumulation of rural life, but also some real story of hometown. Back home early last year learned that the basic girls in the country