你曾是幸运得让人嫉妒的乡下人。你只有高小文化,却成为北大教授,成为中国现代文学史上最优秀的作家之一。不能不让人感叹上天对你的眷顾。而这条路正是你用乡下人的执拗闯出来的。万山之围下的孤城走出来的乡下人,不顾只有高小文化,不顾兜里只有十八块银元,你只知道你爱上了《新青年》,爱上了文艺,再也不能过先前打牌喝酒的生活。你向往外 You used to be a lucky, jealous countryman. You only have a high and a small culture, but you have become a professor at Beijing University and become one of the best writers in the history of modern Chinese literature. God can not but lament your blessing to you. And this road is exactly what you used to break the countryman’s stubbornness. Regardless of high school culture, regardless of pocket only 18 silver dollars, you only know that you fall in love with the “new youth”, fell in love with the arts, can no longer be before Playing cards and drinking life. You look forward