我还在机关里干事时,心中最向往的便是自由撰稿人的生活了。尽管那时我的稿子刚刚得到几家杂志的认可,发的也并不多,但我却感到一种崭新的喜悦与满足,那是一种创造喜悦,是生命的尊严与意义的满足——工作中,我们每天所说的,所做的,都是那么言不由衷,无可奈何。而只有面对洁白的纸时,我们的心灵才泉水般清新流转起来,我们的思绪才如活泼的鱼般一尾一尾地游了回来。 When I was still in the office, the heart of my heart was the life of a freelance writer. Although my manuscript was just accepted by several magazines at that time and there were not many sentinels, I felt a new joy and satisfaction. It was a kind of creation of joy and fulfillment of the dignity and meaning of life - In our work, what we say and do every day is so insincere and helpless. Only in the face of the white paper, our minds are flowing like spring water, our thoughts swim back as lively fish.