略有小成的学医者在父亲掌握的二三十种手艺或本事中,较有用的算是中医了。他常利用煤油灯在晚上看医书。一盏灯对孩子来说,犹如梦幻般的装置或玩具,或一个神话国度中的器具,而这个国度纯粹由这一片橘黄灯光所构筑。我在灯盏面前学会了遐想或沉思。我借助灯光看清了灯盏的内部结构及其如花瓣的焰苗。这在它熄灭时看不到。灯光像某种奇异之物或类似于温暖、幸福的情绪充盈了房间,并溢出窗户而被黑夜所吸收,犹如墨汁 Slightly astronomical medicine practitioners in his father’s twenty or thirty kinds of skills or ability, more useful as a Chinese medicine. He often used kerosene lamps to read medical books at night. A lantern for children is like a fantastic device or toy, or a device in a mythical kingdom that is purely framed by this piece of orange light. I learned the reverie or meditation in front of the lamp. I used the light to see the internal structure of the lamp and its flames such as petals. This can not be seen when it goes out. The light fills the room like something strange or similar to warm, happy emotions and spills over the window and is absorbed by the night like ink