这些年一直在奔波忙碌中度过,有点浑浑噩噩的感觉,好像做了很多事,仔细盘点,又觉得什么都没做成。刚参加工作时,也曾发誓要干出一番事业。现在回头再看,既为自己的坐井观天、不谙世事而惭愧,又为自己当初能有那种初生牛犊的精神而自豪。离开故乡以后,我一直在外漂泊。这种漂泊是事实上的,更是精神上的。漂泊的过程既是一种磨练,又是一种享受。苦其心志、劳其筋骨的同时,我看到了远方许许 In the past few years have been running busy spent a little unexamined feeling, it seems to have done a lot of things, a careful inventory, but also felt nothing done. When I first joined the work, I also vowed to do something. Looking back now, I’m ashamed of myself, I am ashamed of it, and proud of myself having the kind of newborn calf. After leaving my hometown, I have been drifting outside. This drift is de facto, but also spiritual. The process of wandering is both a temper, but also a pleasure. At the same time, I can see the distance