这不是一个杜撰的故事，我希望它是一个梦魇，说出来就被打破了，所以我用了主人公的真实姓名：Jack和邓玫，他和她都知道我要写这篇近乎“口述实录”的文章，都没有阻止我，也许现在的他们也不知该往何处去，也许他们也想在我的文章中找到一个答案，一个方向，也许应该说是一 This is not a fabricated story, I hope it is a nightmare, it is said to be broken, so I used the protagonist’s real name: Jack and Deng Mei, he and she all know I want to write this almost “oral record” Of the articles, did not stop me, maybe now they do not know where to go, maybe they also want to find an answer in my article, one direction, maybe it should be said to be one