有点疲倦,也有点累,总是在漫长的夜晚难以入睡,这已经不是一天两天的事了,而是几十年了,本不很好的身躯渐渐被消磨,呵呵,人比黄花瘦。昨晚又是难以入眠,偶尔睡了又在梦中醒了又醒,人累得很。失眠不是无端就有的,我总是很难以回避世俗的干扰,本就不够清静的心总是被无端地搅扰,加之自己又很难把握好自己的思绪,常常为一些琐屑的小事而倍感郁闷和纠结,烦闷、狂躁、郁郁寡欢,还甚至于莫名地发火。每每这样的时候,唯有去想想我曾经的一些钓鱼经历,去重新玩味一番那美妙的经历,才 A little tired, a bit tired, always difficult to fall asleep in the long night, this is not a matter of two days, but for decades, this body is not very well worn, Oh, thinner than yellow. Last night it was hard to sleep, and occasionally slept and woke up again in a dream, people are tired. Insomnia is not groundless, I always difficult to avoid secular interference, the heart is not quiet enough to be disturbed endlessly, coupled with their own very difficult to grasp their own thoughts, often for some trivial matters feel more Depressed and tangled, boredom, manic, unhappy, but also even inexplicable angry. Often when this time, only to think about some of my fishing experience, to re-play some of that wonderful experience before