一母亲过世多年了。我自己也已近七旬。我常常想起母亲临终时说过的一句话,其实,她老人家的这句话不是直接对我说的,而是对我的长子而立说的:“当初,真该给你爸买一架手风琴”。而且,这话是母亲过世后,而立在一次谈话中,无意中告诉我的。母亲这话的意思很明白,但我要再往更深的心理层面探索,探索母亲当初以及后来为这琴事的所有心灵的曲折以及她老人家对我的种种思考,我就无法确知了。母亲是极 A mother passed away for many years. I am nearly seventy. I often remembered the sentence my mother had said at the end of his death. In fact, the words of her elderly did not directly say to me, but rather said to my eldest son: “Had it been time for you to buy an accordion ”. Moreover, these words are unintentionally told me after a mother passed away while standing in a conversation. The meaning of my mother’s words is very clear, but I will not know for sure if I will explore deeper to explore the mother’s original twists and turns and all the spiritual twists and turns of the old man’s thoughts upon me. Mother is very