我想,我是暗恋着一些颓败、甚或凋零的物什的,因有直抵生命终极真相的冰凉、痛楚和纠缠。它们一下又一下,磨砺着我的触角,使其锋利而锃亮,让我对这个世界时刻保持着应有的清醒和感知。比如:倾慕“翠袖冷”一词。翠袖,与红袖并排站着,容貌相似,质地相同,都是女子的代称,仅是身上装扮的翠衫与红裙、色泽有别而已。但我有私心,更偏爱 I think I am a crush on some decadent, or even fading things, because of the cold, pain and entanglement that have reached the ultimate truth of life. They look at me again and again, sharpening my tentacles and making them sharp and loud, keeping me awake and aware of this world. For example: admiration “Tsui sleeves cold ” the word. Cui Cui, standing side by side with the red sleeves, looks similar to the same texture, are the women’s generation, only the body dress Tsui shirt and red dress, the color is different. But I have selfishness and preference