高考结束后,我整个青春期里最重要的两个朋友,一个北上,一个南下,留我继续待在这座不发达也不落后的城市。我想和他们任何一个人走,想在北京的风沙里听听千年古都的呼吸,想在南方的酒吧里抱着我们一起买的吉他,唱一首我最爱的歌。可我既不像朋友一样懂这个世界的规则并为己所用,也不敢像朋友一样打破所有的常规,自己做自己人生的导演。那一刻,我简直恨透了自己这种不温不火的性格。它对生活有 After the college entrance examination, my two most important friends throughout adolescence, one north and one south, leaving me to remain in this undeveloped and backward city. I would like to go with any one of them, trying to hear the breath of the ancient capital in the sand of Beijing, trying to hold the guitar we bought with a bar in the south and sing my favorite song. But I do not like the friends like to understand the rules of the world and for their own use, nor as a friend to break all the routine, to do their own director of life. At that moment, I almost hate this tepid character. It has to life