在艰辛的写作生涯中，我曾多次收到报社、杂志社寄来的稿费。但嵌刻在我记忆深处且能拨动我心弦的，是和母亲有关的两笔稿费。读高中的时候，迷恋着文学的我怀着“丑媳妇怕见公婆”的羞涩心理，偷偷地写作、投稿。高二秋期，我写了一篇名叫《梨花》的小说，寄给了《文学少年》? In the difficult career of writing, I have repeatedly received newspapers, magazines sent royalties. However, embedded in my memory and can dial my heart, and the mothers are involved in two pen manuscript fees. When I was in high school, I became obsessed with literature. With the shyness of “ugly-daughters afraid of seeing my in-laws”, I secretly wrote and submitted papers. High school autumn, I wrote a novel called “pear” novel, sent to “literary juvenile”?