原以为提起找工作的话题,我会有万千感慨从笔端一泻而出,但支颐良久,能感受到的只是一种经风沐雨后的宁静。从精心制作自荐材料到现在,我生命中已有一百多个日日夜夜是为找工作而存在的。我说不出此间哪一天更“经典”些,哪一天更平淡些,情绪在欣喜的巅峰和痛苦的谷底间已不知垂直运动过多少次。且从挤345支线公共汽车这样的小事说起吧。我所在的学校在郊区,而用人单位多在城里,把进城比作一场没有硝烟的战争是毫不为甚的。一路下来,头发已被重新定型,领带早已歪在一侧,皮鞋也被踩上斑驳的脚印。难堪的拥挤、刺耳的喧嚷、恶浊的空气,足使我构思面试语言的努力成为徒劳。到用人单位门口时,头发要重梳,领带要重打,皮鞋要重擦。当然这也是在重新打点心绪,整理精神。找工作之初就是这样敏感,总是伴着淡淡的不安,生怕有什么没有注意到。 Originally thought to bring up a job search topic, I will have thousands of mixed feelings from the pen end of a purgatory, but Yi Yi for a long time, can feel only a kind of quiet after the rain. From carefully crafted materials to now, more than a hundred days and nights in my life exist for the purpose of finding a job. I can not say which day is more “Classic”, which day is more dull. Emotion is not known how many times vertical movement is between the peak of joy and the bottom of pain. Let’s talk about small things such as 345 bus. My school is in the suburbs, and employing units are more in the city, comparing the town to a war without smoke. All the way down, the hair has been re-styling, the tie has long been crooked on one side, shoes have also been stepped on mottled footprints. Embarrassing crowding, harsh noises, dirty air, enough for me to conceive the interview language in vain. To the employer at the door, the hair should be re-combed, tie to be re-hit, leather shoes to re-rub. Of course, this is also re-plotting mood, tidy up the spirit. The beginning of the job is so sensitive, always accompanied by a touch of anxiety, for fear of what did not notice.