1942——1944年,我在延安中央党校三部参加整风运动,最初引起我思想上震动的是:“组织上入党,思想上没入党”这一个极其深刻而庄严的问题。在整风学习之前,由于站在小资产阶级知识分子立场上,用主观主义眼光对待事物、对待自己,不要说自己没有想过这一问题,就是别人如果提出这一问题,我也是绝对不能承认、不能接受的。只有经过审干运动又进行了马列主义学习,深深触动灵魂,我才把思想座标慢慢移动过来。进入党校三部,首先迎接我们的是审干运动中的一场急风骤雨。在这一热潮过去之后,转而进入认真地、安心地学习《整风文献》,用马克思主义这面镜子,从行动到内心,彻头彻尾,照清自己,才开始改 1942 - In 1944, when I participated in the rectification movement in the three party schools of Yan’an Central Party School, what initially caused my ideological vibration was: “The issue of” joining the party organizedly and ideologically has not entered the party “is an extremely profound and solemn issue. Before rectifying the wind, I stood absolutely in the position of petty-bourgeois intellectuals, treated things with my subjectivism, and treated myself. Not to say that I did not think about this issue. If other people ask this question, I absolutely can not admit it. unacceptable. Only after Marxism-Leninism was carried out through the cadre-oriented movement and deeply touched by the soul, did I gradually move the ideological coordinate over. To enter the party school three, the first to greet us is a dry showers during the dry showers. After this upsurge has passed, we will instead proceed to study earnestly and conscientiously the ”rectification literature," and use the mirror of Marxism to start from the action to the heart, outspoken and clear ourselves