生活在人世间,我想:天底下最爱得真、想得真、做得真,失去得也真的人莫过于当民办教师的了。 每到月底,我尴尬地是到财务处领工资。眼见一个个公办教师喜形于色地拿着一大叠“工农兵”,我的心头总不由得一怔。等他们走后,我才悄悄地进去翻到工资表的最后一页,签上自己潦草的名字,然后从毫无表情的出纳员手中接过七十元人民币。这点钱一拿回去,往往就成了妻骂我是个顶没用的穷教嘎佬的有力证据。唉,执教十几年,鬼叫我还是个民办教师呢? Living in the world, I think: Under the sky, the most loved ones, those who want to be true, and who are doing really well are those who have lost more than civilian teachers. At the end of each month, I earnestly paid to the Finance Department. I saw a group of public teachers hovering over and holding a large number of “workers and peasants.” My heart always gave a glimpse. After they were gone, I quietly went in and flipped to the last page of the payroll, signed their scribbled names, and took over 70 yuan from the expressionless cashier. As soon as this money is taken back, it often becomes a powerful evidence that the wife and I are poor and useless. Hey, coached for more than ten years, ghosts call me a private teacher?