他跟着警察去现场的时候,尽管有万般思想准备,还是感到怵目惊心。这个女人,死得也太惨了。他承认,他曾在暗中无数次地祈祷,让那个婆娘去死去死去死吧,甚至有两回克制不住想掐死她。但现在真的死了,他还是感觉很糟糕,糟糕透了。 When he went to the scene with the police, he was shocked at everything despite his preparations. This woman died too miserable. He admitted that he prayed many times in the dark, that the goddess would die to die, and that there would not even be any restraint for a while to strangle her. But now it’s really dead, he still feels terrible and terrible.