第一章L L十九岁的时候就从学校毕了业。经由朋友介绍,他找了一份短期工,头一次领到工资的那天,他觉得自己是真正成年了。十九岁的L,是个有大志的人,所以他看不上周遭的无数人。同事,邻里,甚至亲友。他每日从巷子里走过时,手上总是捧着一本书。他走路低头,神色只在盯着书上的某处,偶尔撞到了人,他也不道歉,因为别人先来斥责他了,骂他小子,长没长眼睛?他不回口,但心里很恼火,等骂的人过去时他才觉得需要反抗,可是他找不到反抗的言辞。他对着墙发狠,我操你娘!骂的是粗口。他觉得自己的面目污秽不堪。以后稍稍习惯了。 Chapter L L graduated from school at the age of nineteen. After a friend introduced him to find a short-term workers, the first time he received a salary, he felt he was a real adult. L, 19, is ambitious man, so he can not count on countless people around him. Colleagues, neighbors, even relatives and friends. He walked daily through the alley, holding a book in his hand. He walked bowed, his look staring at somewhere in the book, occasionally hit people, he did not apologize, because others first to reprimand him, scold him boy, long no long eyes? He did not reply, but the heart is very When he was irritated and scolded, he felt that he needed resistance, but he could not find the words of resistance. He was cruel to the wall, I fuck your mother! Scolded foul language. He felt filthy in his face. After a little used to it.