大年初一,与父亲、大妹看秦腔《三娘教子》,看得泪流满面。我越看越觉得那调皮儿子是我,那织布的三娘是我妈。除夕打扫书房,特意去擦拭我妈的遗像,竟不能看,一阵揪心的疼。今年是我的本命年,也是我妈的本命年,她老人家要是活着,应该七十有二了。7年前的那个寒冬腊月,上天夺情,我永远失去了自己的妈。7年之痛使我终于体会到了什么是妈。妈就是你拥有时被牵挂却满不在乎、你失去后虽 New Year’s Day, with his father, big sister see Qin cavity “Sanniang godson”, see tearful. The more I think that the mischievous son is me, that the Sanniang weaving is my mother. New Year’s Eve cleaning study, specifically to wipe my mom’s portrait, could not see, a while distressed pain. This year is my natal year and my mother’s natal year. If she is an elderly person, she should be in her place. Seven years ago, the winter months, God seized the love, I will never lose my mother. Seven years of pain so I finally realized what is mom. Mom is when you have been worried but do not care when you lose though