有的时候站在人群的中心,身边有足够的欢声笑语,有足够的理由去嬉笑玩闹,回头看看身后,会觉得这一切都是空洞,很不真实,身边漂浮不定的音节构成各种含义的词句,突然之间发现它们是分散的,毫无意义。我们站在最肆意的青春的顶端,可以拽着英文吼着摇滚,我们可以花费很多的时间用来学习、写字、画画或者是发呆,我们每天把三点一线改得七弯八拐,每天关注排名、分数和豆瓣。我们似乎可以轻易就把自己分成好几份。尖叫或者静默地做各种事情,套上校服可以攻克课上题海,扒了校服就是街边笑得最疯的小孩。总是谈论联考和升学,很长一段时间都没有空抬头看太阳。花费心血雕刻的,是四个很美的汉字:挑灯夜战!说不上来是什么原因,再不羁的孩子也不想轻易放弃自己的理想,我 Sometimes standing in the center of the crowd, there are enough laughter and laughter around, there are enough reasons to play laughing and joking. Looking back, you will feel that all this is empty, very unreal, and the fluctuating syllables around you make up various things. The meaning of the words suddenly found that they were scattered and meaningless. We are at the top of the most pleasant youth. We can carry the rock in English. We can spend a lot of time learning, writing, drawing, or in a daze. We change the three-point line to seven and eight. Focus on rankings, scores, and watercress every day. It seems that we can easily divide ourselves into several parts. Screaming or doing all sorts of things silently, putting on a school uniform to overcome the sea of ​​questions, and taking a school uniform to be the most crazy child laughing on the street. Always talking about entrance exams and further studies, there is no time to look up at the sun for a long time. There are four beautiful Chinese characters carved with painstaking sculpting: picking up a night light! What can’t you say? Why don’t you want to give up your ideals easily?