最近几年,参加亲戚朋友家的丧葬事宜愈发频繁,每一次回来,我都会反思良久。记不清从哪一年开始,突然间发现生活中与自己一路相伴的亲人越来越老,也越来越少。特别是父母相继辞世的这些年,我总觉得自己像个孤儿一样,常常找不到生活的重心和生命的方向,灵魂无处安歇,悲伤也无处诉说。 In recent years, the funeral of relatives and friends took place more and more frequently. Every time I come back, I will reflect on it for a long time. Can not remember from which year, suddenly found his life accompanied by his relatives getting older, less and less. Especially in those years when my parents passed away, I always feel like an orphan, I can not find the center of my life and the direction of my life. The soul is nowhere to rest and sadness has no place to tell.