最近一年中,我通读了《毛泽东选集》第一、二卷,重点学习了《实践论》、《矛盾论》、《为人民服务》、《纪念白求恩》、《反对自由主义》等文章。开始学习时,我觉得毛主席的话句句是真理,越读越觉得毛主席思想的英明、伟大,越读也就越想读,越爱读。但过些时候,思想上产生了矛盾:毛主席的话的确句句是真理,可我学习了以后,思想、工作似乎并没有什么起色,因此工作稍忙一点,就把毛主席著作放到一旁了,心想:还不如多看些业务书籍,可能对提高自己的业务水平、工作能力帮助会大些。但从报刊上看到人家学习毛主席著作的经验、体会,我思想上又开展了斗争:人家学习毛 In the recent year, I have read the first and second volumes of “Selected Works of Mao Tse-tung” and focused on such articles as “Practical Theory,” “Contradictions,” “Serving the People,” “Bethune Memorial,” and “Opposing Liberalism.” When I started my studies, I think the words of Chairman Mao were the truth. The more you read and the more you felt that Chairman Mao’s thought was wise and great, the more you read, the more you want to read and the more you read it. However, some time later, there was a contradiction in ideology. Chairman Mao’s remark is indeed the truth. However, after I studied it, my thinking and work did not seem to have any improvement. Therefore, when I worked a little too busy, put Chairman Mao’s work aside , I thought: might as well see more business books, may improve their level of business, work ability to help larger. However, seeing from the press that people have learned the experience of Chairman Mao’s work and realized that I have fought another struggle: people learn hair