一从小到大,我一直都是一个意志力非常不坚定的人,定下的目标总是会因为一些当下的利益或者快活而放弃,之后再给自己找一个冠冕堂皇的理由来减少负罪感,就这样一次又一次地宽恕着自己。每次考试的前夕,我总会因为对考试没有一点把握却又不想让老师以及父母另眼相看而惶恐不安起来。以至于考试的前几天,我的心情都会非常低落,对什么事都没有了兴致。我没有隔三差五地逃课,也没有上课让老师停下 From small to large, I have always been a very unsympathetic person, the goal set will always give up because of some immediate interests or merry, and then give yourself to find a sound reason to reduce the sense of guilt, So again and again to forgive myself. On the eve of each exam, I always feel uneasy about not having the exam somehow but also not wanting the teacher and my parents to look at each other. That a few days before the exam, my mood will be very low, no interest in anything. I did not skip class after class, there is no class for teachers to stop