小时候,我总是幻想自己是个男孩。如果我是男孩,妈妈就会像疼小弟弟一样对我关怀备至。在我眼里,妈妈是偏心的:她总是买糖哄弟弟笑,却用眼睛瞪我;她总是笑着问弟弟要吃什么菜,却大声叫我去洗菜;她总是奖励弟弟考得高分,却对我的好成绩不闻不问……我甚至怀疑过自己到底是不是妈妈的亲生孩子,如果是,为什么她对我和弟弟的态度如此不同? When I was young, I always imagined that I was a boy. If I were a boy, my mother would care for me like a little brother. In my eyes, my mother is biased: she always buys sugar to scold her brother, but she scolds me with her eyes; she always laughs and asks her brother what to eat, but loudly calls me to wash dishes; she always rewards her brother. I got a good score but I didn't even hear about my good grades... I even wondered if I was the mother's own child. If so, why did she have such a different attitude towards me and my brother?