“到西藏去登一座真正的山。”原来对于我这只是一种被激情支持的想法.那时我刚入登山队,还不懂它将给我带来什么。……一周后.训练开始了.它代替了浪漫的野营.残酷、枯燥.消耗着大量的时间和精力。最初的激情渐渐被熄灭.我必须面对现实。这样做值不值得?我到底为了什么?我不得不思考了。我曾萌生过退意,考虑过放弃.但我最终没有这样做。我渴望 “Go to Tibet to make a real mountain.” It turned out to be an idea that I was passionately supported by me. At that time I had just entered the mountaineering team and I still didn’t understand what it would bring to me. ... A week later, training began. It replaced romantic camping. Cruel, boring, consuming a lot of time and energy. The initial passion was gradually extinguished. I must face reality. Is it worthwhile to do so? What am I for? I have to think. I once thought of giving up and gave up. But I didn’t do it. I long for