原来匆忙的不是青春,而是自己。我是个喜于怀旧的人,总是斤斤计较着自己没有把握住的那些,幻想着好多好多的如果……然而当新的机会来到我面前,我耗尽所有的精力去想要抓住这次机会,机会已经被人抢走了,然后又是后悔,幻想。我就在这样的恶性循环里沦陷,无法自拔。原来我是懦弱的。做了好久的心理准备,还是硬着头皮在比赛节目单上写下了自己的名字。可当时间越来越近, The original hurry is not youth, but yourself. I am a happy man in nostalgia, always preoccupied with those who I did not grasp, fantasy a lot better if ... ... but when new opportunities come to me, I exhausted all my energy to want to seize this Opportunities, opportunities have been robbed, and then regret, fantasy. I fell in such a vicious circle, unable to extricate themselves. I was weak. Did a long time psychological preparation, or bite the bullet in the game schedule wrote his name. Can be getting closer and closer time,