死亡是让人活下去的唯一动力。前几十年我一直惧怕死亡,逃避死亡,近些年来我却在平静地等待死亡。我已经死过无数次,很侥幸,每次我用我的智慧或者运气活了下来,但这一次,我知道我真的快要死了,怎么也不可能躲得开。我听到死神召唤我的声音,它在我虚弱的体内回响、震颤和共鸣。我的躯体随着它的召唤而抽搐。我现在躺在深圳蛇口一栋高层公寓楼里,从窗口望过去可以看到一湾浅蓝色的海水,视线越过海水之后是香港 Death is the only motivation for living. For the past few decades I have been afraid of death and escaping death, and in recent years I have been waiting calmly for death. I have died countless times, very lucky, every time I use my wisdom or luck to survive, but this time, I know I'm almost dying, how can not hide away. I hear the voice of death call me, it echoed in my weak body, trembling and resonate. My body twitches as it summons. I am now lying in a high-rise apartment building in Shekou, Shenzhen. Looking out of the window I can see the light blue sea of ​​a bay. After looking beyond the sea, Hong Kong