本来想写成《仰望巴金》的,但后来想想,还是改成了现在的题目。因为时间的隔膜,我并不能真正理解巴金,而我总以为若是不能了解他的人生经历、领会他的文学作品,就无法做到“仰望”。当然,我尊敬巴金;倒不是为了别的,一是为了他的高寿,二是为了他的《随想录》。但尊敬是一回事,仰望却是另一回事,为 Originally wanted to write “Looking up at Ba Jin”, but later I thought it was changed to the current topic. Because of the separation of time, I can’t really understand Ba Jin, but I always think that if I can’t understand his life experience and comprehend his literary works, I can’t do it. Of course, I respect Bucking; it is not for anything else; it is for his high life, and secondly for his “wishful thoughts.” But respect is one thing, but looking at it is another matter.