编辑同志: 我是一名入党积极分子,工作一直积极肯干,挺受领导赏识,同事们对我也很肯定。去年6月,我被挑选参加局里的党史知识竞赛,我很兴奋,废寝忘食地准备答题,恨不能马上得个奖杯回来。没想到我一到赛台上,脑子一片空白,话也说不出来了。我恨自己无能,又害怕以后什么事都干不好,觉得自己一点儿自信都没有了。我也愧对单位里的人,自己真没用,还怎么有脸说“请党组织考验我”呢。我苦恼极了,怎么才能恢复自信呢? 读者:晓研晓研:你好! 在生活与事业的追求中,对于失 Editor’s Comrade: I am a party activist. I have always been active in my work and appreciated by my leaders. My colleagues are also very sure of me. In June last year, I was selected to participate in the Party History Knowledge Contest. I was very excited and ready to answer questions all night long before I could not wait to get a trophy back. I did not expect a race to the stage, the brain blank, then can not tell. I hate myself for being incompetent, and I’m scared of doing nothing in the future, feeling myself a little bit less confident. I am also unworthy of the people in the unit, I am really useless, but I still have a face to say, “Please test the party organization.” I am extremely distressed, how can we restore confidence? Readers: Xiaoyao Xiaoyan: Hello! In the pursuit of life and career, for the loss