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有时候我会把自己想像成快要死的人,得了某种让自己绝望让别人悲悯的绝症,让自己过得充实些。但我依然无所事事。除了在一所不入流的技校里教一门无关紧要的课之外,对什么都没有很大的兴趣。偶尔看看书上上网,偶尔和同事同学吃饭。偶尔和亲戚家人出去旅游,但与其说是旅游,不如说是长时间发呆。偶尔去相亲,看着对面的女生总觉得这一切不是真的,而对方抛出的问题更让我觉得虚幻:房子、车子、工资、
Sometimes I think of myself as a dying man, got some kind of lethargy that makes me hopelessly sympathetic to others, and makes myself fuller. But I still do nothing. Apart from teaching an insignificant lesson in a nonprofit school, there is little interest in anything. Occasionally read the book online, and occasionally eat with colleagues. Occasionally, traveling with relatives and family, but not so much tourism, as it is a long time in a daze. Occasionally to blind date, looking at the opposite girl always feel that all this is not true, but the other side of the problem thrown even make me feel illusory: house, car, salary,