授奖会上,偶遇孙新世同志。不知怎的,一见她向我祝贺,我的眼睛却湿了。沉默半晌,还是新世同志讲了句我心底的话:“如果他还活着,他一定非常高兴。”是的,大厅里虽然到处是欢声笑语,可我总觉得有点寂寞。究其因,大慨就是金山同志没有在场的缘故吧?那是在一九八一年的春夏之交,金山同志在广州向我透露了个“秘密”——耀邦同志同 At the awards ceremony, we encountered Comrade Sun Xinshi. Somehow, at a glance she congratulated me, my eyes were wet. Silent for a long while, or the words of the words of the words of the heart of my heart: “If he is alive, he must be very happy.” “Yes, although the hall is full of laughter, but I always feel a little lonely. The reason is that the great cause is that Comrade Jinshan was not present for the sake of it. It was at the turn of the spring and summer of 1981, and Comrade Jinshan disclosed to me in Guangzhou a ”secret" - Comrade Hu Yaobang