已经忘了当初是怎样选择了要读物理。自信,抑或是自恋。这些肯定都是必不可少的。理科一直是这所省重点引以为自豪的资本,而物理,则更是重中之重。每年的某一特定日子,当清晨站在操场上参加升旗仪式的时候,都会听到学校领导宣读全国物理化学竞赛得奖的名单。长长的一列,以至于我经常都会产生错觉,竞赛不过是垂手可及的事情。后来才知道,自己并不属于那垂手可及名单里的一员。 I have forgotten how to choose to read physics. Self-confidence, or narcissism. These are certainly essential. Science has always been the capital that this province is most proud of, and physics is even more important. On a particular day of the year, when standing in the playground in the early morning to participate in the flag-raising ceremony, they will hear the school leaders read the list of prizes for the National Physical Chemistry Competition. A long column, so that I often have the illusion that the competition is just a matter of course. Later I learned that I was not part of the list that was within my reach.