2001年我担任高一8班的班主任,这是我第一次担任班主任工作,当时我刚刚休完产假回来,感觉压力很大。可我争强好胜,总想尽快地把班级稳定下来,想让自己的班级样样争先。我每天早出晚归,尽心尽力,可是事情并没有像我想象的那样发展下去,学生并没有很快地适应高中的学习和生活秩序。上课迟到、说话、抽烟、打架等各种问题接踵而来,我也被领导批评了。可我当时觉得自己已经很是尽心尽力了,怎么领导一点也不体谅我,并没有认真反思 In 2001, I was the head teacher of class eight. This was my first time working as a class teacher. At that time, I had just returned from maternity leave and I felt a lot of pressure. However, I always strive to stabilize the class as soon as possible, and I want to make my class take the lead. I went back and forth every morning and evening to do my best, but things did not develop as I imagined. Students did not quickly adapt to the high school’s learning and life order. Problems such as being late for classes, speaking, smoking, fighting, etc. came one after another. I was also criticized by the leaders. But at the time, I felt that I was doing my best. I didn’t understand how to lead and I did not seriously reflect on it.