同学们30年聚会,我没能前往,听说活动搞得很热闹。一晚,我独自在北京的家中忽然想到了他们相聚的场面,心情不由得地一阵酸楚。空荡荡的房子里,我像一只无依无靠的小鸟。嫁在首都,羡煞过好多人。可谁又能懂我?电视开了又关,关了又开,如此反反复复,不知自己想干啥?站立阳台,望着马路上的车流人流,思绪空前活跃。正当我重回镜前端详自己的容颜被岁月 30 years of classmates gathering, I can not go, I heard that activities are very lively. One night, I was alone in Beijing’s home suddenly thought of the scene where they meet, the mood can not help while sour. In an empty house, I am like a bird that I can not rely on. Married in the capital, Xian a lot of people. Who can understand me? TV on and off, off and on, so repeatedly, I do not know what they want to do? Stand on the balcony, looking at the flow of traffic on the road, an unprecedented active mind. Just when I returned to the mirror, my face was years