原本以为自己会有足够的激情去释缓几个月来因高考绷紧的神经,然而,事实并非如此。在一本杂志上偶然翻到郭敬明的《毕业骊歌》,已是高考以后了,竟有许多相似之处。“从考场走出的一瞬间,我曾经预想的激情和放肆离我很远,我觉得自己19岁的生命在阳光下被轻易地洞穿,当我想着一切都结束了的时候,我的心竟感到了那么一些难过。”于是,心有戚戚。原本以为高考是一把严实的铁锁,只要冲破了这把铁琐,过了这道门,就是自我的天下,可以撒开脚丫子满世界的疯玩,想象着考完的那一天,大家会一起捧着书站在教学楼前,雀跃着把它们扔到空中,大声宣布:我们毕业了!但这只是我的想象——电视上这么演的,我本来就应该知道电视剧是骗人的。最后一门英语考完已是5点,但天没有一点要暗下去的意思,阳光依旧很尖锐,教室依然很 Originally thought that he would have enough passion to relieve the nervousness of the college entrance examination for several months. However, this is not the case. In a magazine accidentally turning to Guo Jingming’s “Graduation Song”, after the college entrance examination, there are many similarities. “The moment I walked out of the examination room, the passion and preconception I once envisioned were far away from me. I felt that my 19-year-old life was easily pierced in the sunshine, and when I thought everything was over, my heart I feel so sad.” So, my heart is in a bad mood. Originally thought that the college entrance examination was a strict iron lock, as long as it broke through the iron trinket. After passing through this gate, it was the world of self. It was possible to spread out the madness of the world playing with their feet. Imagine the day after the exam, everyone would join together. Holding the books in front of the school building, they jumped into the air and threw them into the air. They announced loudly that we graduated! But this is just my imagination. It was done on TV. I should have known that television shows are deceptive. The final English exam is already 5 o’clock, but there is no point in the sky to go dark, the sun is still very sharp, and the classroom is still very