反标人生如同登山,一步步攀向不可预知的高处,冷暖无常。所谓人生感慨,往往是时过境迁而发出的喟叹。然而登山的足迹毕竟属于自己,描述登山足迹的词语,深深珍藏在个人辞典里,几成秘籍。在我的人生词典里就是这样,譬如说“反标”。“反标”就是“反动标语”的简称。在那个时代“反标”是个沉重的词。它的沉重足以压断一条条生命的脊梁。公元1968年岁尾,我从天津市西藏路小学升入中学。这所中学最初是 Anti-standard life like climbing, step by step to unpredictable height, warm and humid. The so-called sense of life, often passing sighs issued sigh. However, the footprints of mountaineering, after all, belong to themselves, describing the footprints of climbing terms, deeply cherished in the personal dictionary, a few cheats. In my life dictionary is the case, for example “anti-standard.” “Anti-standard ” is the abbreviation of “reactionary slogan ”. In that era “anti-standard ” is a heavy word. It is heavy enough to crush a chain of life’s backbone. At the end of 1968, I moved from Tibet’s Tibet Elementary School to secondary school. This middle school was originally