从村小学聘进乡初级中学,生活在国家教师的圈子里,勤勤恳恳地工作,可工资低,待遇低,地位低,时时处处事事不如人,自卑感潜滋暗长起来。我想发奋,我要崛起,我像饥饿的婴儿一样苦苦地摸寻,嗷嗷地呼叫。有一次,我正在精心选择复习资料,好心的同事提醒我:“别的什么都可以不用,这份非用不可。地区教研室余映潮的。”我当时不以为然,用后才觉得不错。到了初三总复习,县里发下来一本《百课练》,封面上赫然写着“主编余映潮”,“重庆科技文献出版社”。再看编排体例及内容,其中课文助读近一半是他在全 From village primary schools to junior high schools in rural areas, living in the circle of national teachers, diligent work, low wages, low wages, low status, everything is not as good as people everywhere, inferiority and sense of hidden potential. I want to be strenuous. I want to rise. I feel like a hungry baby, I struggle to find and call. Once, I was meticulously selecting review materials. Well-meaning colleagues reminded me: “Nothing else can be done. This is a non-essential choice. The area’s teaching and research department is Yu Yingchao’s.” I was not convinced at the time and I felt good after I used it. In the third year of the total review, the county sent down a “hundred lessons”, the cover was shockingly written “Editor Yu Yingchao”, “Chongqing Science and Technology Literature Publishing House.” Look at the style and content of the arrangement, of which nearly half of the text reading is his full